
花川亭
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花川亭
当年香香从殁势了的牌娘手里接下这间烟柳巷最靠里往北数第三家院落的时候,落台还小得只有三间厢房。 后来小姐姐随凉河边的汉子私了奔,就剩了香香和大姐姐夜夜白汤琼浆得伺候恩客。也是随了鱼尾分开,两叉的梦死温柔乡,没名的院落也算来了不少的营苟。那日在和中街法界的大人耍了三两四会后,香香擦净嘴角的白露,含口烈浆,漱了漱,站在顶楼的大阁房窗边, 望着远处的凉河,和姐姐说,说要把这院落扩到凉河岸,连成一片花川。 既然这世人凉薄成性,就不如且让他们宿倚花川成瘾。
罢完,连夜隔天就修了新的匾牌,放了炮仗鞭响, 在院落里种了樱树,往根部把自己的尸骨埋了进去。
也不晓是随了香香的恶望, 还是那一日的鞭炮炸响了人的欲乱,花川亭夜夜笙歌日日不歇。 亭内的牌门也多了起来,香香和姐姐把一个个牌门介绍给自己恩客,自个儿就慢慢轻松了许多。
八个牌门独住一楼阁,吞下其他没落的亭阁,八个院落串起来,在凉河咽喉处开了个大口,噗扑往外流血。
迎了春,每个院落的树发了花连在一起, 和着馥郁烟火,混了莺燕笑卖,贱质花川,投身欲海。
( the words written in vernacular Chinese. some of efforts of meaning lost in translation. )
huā chuān tíng - flower river pavilion
the year xiāngxiāng ( the special nickname demirep used in pavilion, similar to 源氏名げんじな in Japanese, and in Chinese, it is called 花名 the flower name; in here, xiāngxiāng means tasty, savoury and aromatic. ) acquired from that went-all-the-way-of-her-soul-and-flesh Mother's cold hands, this pavilion, sat at third paveyard of North of dead end of this yānliǔ lane ( yānliǔ - smoke/tabacco and willow, similar to かりゅうor はなやぎ in Japanese meaning the brothel place, it is also named huāliǔ - flowers and willows, girls and boys.) . the terrace was only three small cabinets. then the sister eloped with that sailing bugger from liáng hé ( cold river ), left xiāngxiāng and the big sister to serve on patrons nights and days, pearly cream and crystal liquid. though it is on the fish tails apart, thighs lay on that tender land, slumber in that warmth, this nameless pavilion rose and gained its flies and bees. that day, copulated jubilation with the plastered sir of judiciary from central avenue after, xiāngxiāng wiped clean that white dew on the mouth, poured in moonshine rinsing through the whole oral cavity, spit to the sky, stood on the edge of window of the top floor of the main cabinet, gazed on the far-from liáng hé, said to the big sister, said that must and must expand this terrace to the harbor of liáng hé, with all the flower lining up, connected, like a rive. People are so in this incarnation of aloofness, why not drag them into this river of flower.
End so, day after, brand new plaque on, fireworks around, new cherry stood, shove the bones and skeleton of still-living in the root and buried calm.
not so be aware of it followed the locexope of xiāngxiāng, or that day of flame flower set the first of people’s lust. huā chuān tíng rushed in crowds and patrons nights in days, singing in liquids, ever in forever. Terraces were built on. xiāngxiāng and sister presented most of patrons and new terraces. restored their serenity.
eight terraces towered up, devoured the left of other frayed pavilions. With eight pavilions dotted in line, cut a thin kerf right on the throat of liáng hé, bleeding out, blood raining.
Spring stepped on, every tree in every pavilion bloomed, flowers shattered upon, lined on, imbued with betrayed smoke, with all the protechny, and brights, with all the ecstasy and ardor of dalliance, with all the blossom and bosom, giggles and smiles sold, with all our lust and faith, it is all, and all in this river.
头一次进亭,那里许多的人面目模糊,确切印象都是脑海里杜撰出来的。
香香回着自己进亭的时候, 牌娘引着见了朝员,一张和欲望对不上边的平实面孔,还不犹生了厌恶。牌娘厢门一关,眼见一片花瓣飘了进来,还没看清落在哪儿,便被堵上口,三四往返,一二抽送, 香香混着晕眩咽了下去。
不知道所谓福音的意味, 幸福和占有并非望而不可及,放弃即愚蠢。
幸福的辬本是欲望的翻涌, 添加上无法臆造的因素,成为神妙的现在, 无法虚构的现在。
花川亭只能来自现实, 超于精神的一切逻辑创造之上, 是牌门的个体魅力构架出来的空想。
他们与另一些源起缠绵, 效用相似的恩客归为一类。 所谓恩客也不过是那些近乎肉欲,快感的喘息声,即带插图的绘画、交响 及艺术城市,以前,毫无激情地想象所谓的魅力,都化在神虚废土。
花川亭是自情欲追求, 情欲无处闲暇的惘闻, 即使被忧虑,事务,欢乐缠绕而无暇顾及, 而又诞生自浸沉在欢愉的幸福之中, 散破了的心产生急剧的低压,掀起风暴。 周而复返,走时越痛就越是焚身。
香香望着这占据一个不断扩大位臵的花川亭, 就像时间一样, 开始的愿景不过是价值的体现,欲望的具现, 但是普遍性的播扬使之庆幸不已,这种普遍性是每个人都怀疑的真实。 每个人都在花川亭里占有一个位臵, 如果说这就是那个突然烟消云散的恩客和时间的概念,从每个人身上剥离下来的价值和年月,它是此时此刻存在的。
花川的位臵和每个人的位臵叠合交融在一起,具现化成一片花的欲海,香香并不记得这片花瓣是怎么消失的,就像它怎么落下来也是一瞬间的事, 为了重现这幅情景, 这片花川在这里绵绵不绝, 在它和现时之间无定限地展开过昔。 不知道是不是应该驮着这个往昔, 当花瓣落下时,就已经存在,而自那以来, 为了重复永远见到那片花瓣,不许中断,没有一刻停止过生存,思维和自我意识。 这花川是返回的保存点, 因为它就这样蕴含着过去的时刻, 人的肉体, 情欲的价值, 欲望能给人带来那么多的痛苦, 因为它蕴含着那么多已为它而抹去的欢乐和欲念的记忆,然而按照花川的次序注视和时间的延续渴望, 那些欲孽的捕手,又残酷地渴望得直至期盼它毁灭。
高潮过后,时间也喷出这具肉体, 当欲念不再供养肉体的时候,欲念也以扑灭告终。
香香意识到有整整那么长一段时间已经被自己没有间歇地活过来了,想起来了,分泌出来了, 这便是自己的生活, 这便是花川之亭。 不仅如此, 意识到自己每时每刻都与它保持相联, 让它支撑着自己, 而自己刚栖息在它目眩神晕的顶巅, 不搬动它,自己就无法移动, 困乏恐惧袭来。
再重复具现花瓣的日子里, 花川成为整个广阔领地的基准点, 看到脚下, 其实身上的所有年年岁岁都变成凉河的鱼。天旋地转, 仿佛是在成千上万米的高空, 被人检视。
误入花川亭的人们, 在空间中保留的位臵仅剩一间间的亭落,一扇扇关了又开的门, 闭了睁开的眼,那么狭隘,却又占有一个无限度延续的位臵, 因为他们是潜入花川欲海的冶月, 同时触及间隔的几个时代空间及基因, 而在基因与时代空间中被安臵上的那么多的价值,情欲,时光, 那就是在花川亭之中。
阁房窗外,香香恍若云中, 黄汤一灌, 两眼翻白, 扮起容相, 挖开尸骨, 额眉之间飘落一片花瓣, 癫了。
花川亭
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